Yesterday I was with my family that I havent seen in 10 years..It was amazing to get a taste of a different flavor. They are like a poly family! Everyone shares everything! It was just fun to be in an atmosphere of acceptance and to see how everyone teased everyone! All of my uncles are so funny! My cousins were climbing all over me, haha. Just a fun playful family. I was thinking that I missed out on having this for 10 stinkin years. WHY? It isn't fair...I feel like my whole life I've had to catch up because I'm always behind on something..Right now it's with the Seaichs'. I have to build relationships from scratch when they should already be at the sweetest stage. Family.
Of course I've had two amazing families growing up. The Barlows' for graciously adopting me, loving me, and giving me the best Friends i could ask for. The Nelsons' for teaching me, and showing their love for me in the highest degree possible. They saw that I was in a bad situation and that it would hurt me in the long run, so they did something about it. It wasn't a walk in the park though, everyone has their struggles..
I have conflicting emotions...!! I love the Seaichs' and am glad that I can have them back, but I'm also confused as to why they let what happened, happen..? It feels like they ignored the problem because they didn't care! How can they now suddenly care about me? Maybe they would have done sonething if our dads werent their to take us? I guess I'm not being fair to them because I don't know everything.
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